- Eye for an i ! !

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

No one told me

3 energy drinks, pepto-bismol, a man that looked like Freakshow from Harold & Kumar, the middle of the desert. Vegas or Bust!! This was the longest ride of my life. I love you Martini!!

A little pirate in us all

2o fuckin' 7 ! ! To celebrate this glorious occassion, I was with 2 good friends, and the Captain. Now, when I spend time with the Captain, he always talks to me. He talked to me on Saturday, & he said "Rrrrrrrrr, mate. Yer 20 fuckin' 7, Rrrrr! Have another sip of me spiced rum, Rrrr." I can't say no to the Captain!!

This is the official "pirate's seal".

Saturday, July 09, 2005

So much trouble in the world

The title of this "So much trouble in the world", is a song by Bob Marley. As it seems to be the appropriate way of describing these past few days. In all our wordily acts of violence, I grow more & more tainted by them. All I tend to do is analyze "people" in general, and wonder why compassion, as human beings seems non-existent. Fuck religion, and fuck social economics. One thing holds true for the majority of people on earth, and that is, we all want to be loved. To have just one other person, boyfriend, girlfriend, son, daughter, friend whoever. To have someone, with whom to feel that love. Love, a feeling so strong, it allows your heart, your body, & your mind to create peace in life. So why with this simple desire that's so commonly shared, do people sell themselves to such hatred? In my life, I have BEEN unhappy, and I have felt the need to dislike. But, I have never felt so strongly, to say, I HATE you. With that being said I don't understand the reasoning to which someone could kill another person. To me, there's NO logic, & NO justification for the conscious or unconscious act, which is murder. I am against war, I am against physical violence, and I'm against a government who ignores a poverty level that leads to these wars of violence. A United States that recognizes the wealthy Christian, where those who struggle are raped, and the uneducated simply fade into the hypocrisy of it all. And as this country, and the world get warped into a hating madness, I have ONE thing to be thankful for. This beautiful baby boy of mine. My perfect purpose, is my basic human need. Love that I feel in my soul, in which all the troubles in the world, appear more tolerable through my eyes. To experience him, is all that I really care to understand. A world in turmoil, should prioritize our life's reason, and show some compassion.
I love you Maddix.
I couldn't choose between these two quotes, so I am writing them both in...........

"Three things in human life are important. The first is to be kind. The second is to be kind. And the third is to be kind. " - Henry James
"It's really a wonder that I haven't dropped all my ideals, because they seem so absurd and impossible to carry out. Yet I keep them, because in spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart." - Anne Frank

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

a tribute to the Vegas

Even with the battle scars, Operation Dessert Storm was a success!!!

And to my favorite blogging chica, this was brought from Vegas just for you!!!


oh yeah, one more thing.........

........... Rock out, wich yer cock out!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 27, 2005

the "New Times"

On my morning trip to the AM PM,I grabbed a New Times. I haven't looked at one in a million years, due to the fact that I have no life. So I decided to poke through the music section, partly to bring back sweet memories of my "concert going days", and partly to occupy my time while I pulled a12 hour day at work
- SOLO -. In my examination of every possible band that will be coming into town in the next few months, I came across the "Golden God" of concerts, Dave Mathews featuring Slightly Stoopid (one of the best damn bands EVER). Now, every year I would have my birthday show, and coincidentally for 3 years straight it was Dave. As life has it, my circle of friends changed, my finances blew goats, and my dedication to my music fell through (a very sad truth). With this "new" path I had chosen, came an unspoken guilt for abandoning the one thing in my life that made me happy, my music. My path brought me to motherhood, which can & did stifle any social life I had had.
As Dave & SS spoke to me thru the New Times, I had a revelation.......and that is, if I DON'T go to this FUCKING amazing show, all my music rights will be revoked (as by MELLOWS law). I will shrivel up and die a fake, guttless, beastly troll!! Who the hell wants that floating around in their head? Not I, said the mellow me. So Friday's payday will include ONE "Golden God" ticket to my salvation. And so it is written, so shall it be done (my biblical quote for my spiritual awakening). I NEED, NEED, NEED this show, and I'll be a fucking shit inducing energy drink before I miss this shiz-nit BEOTHES!!!!
So there you have it....I am a leo lunatic, and Dave and Slightly Stoopid are gonna hear my ass roar on August 30. Martini, WE ARE SO THERE!!!

SLIGHTLY STOOPID...."Mr. music, you know you sure sound good to me. You can't refuse it, what have you got to be? You've got to get together one more time and stand up for your rights. And when you're reaching for the sun at the end of the tunnel, you'll be lovin' everything tonight. Play on Mr. music, play on."
Dave Mathews...."Celebrate we will. Cause life is short, but sweet for certain....things we can not change."

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Yo, Yo, Yo

Gangstas!!!! Vegas is in 8 days......shit!! Can't fuckin waaaaaaaait!!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

No post from the Coast

Back from vacation and back to the real world. I had my court date on Monday, for the incident with Mr. Selfish and I have to get a lawyer. I have a pre-trial at the end of June. I am pissed off, and confused. I probably won't be able to go to Vegas ladies. You have Mr. S to thank for that. The only problem is, that I still care and I don't know why!?! I can't win, I guess. I have all this shit going on with my son and I have to worry about a fucking lawyer too. FFUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! We just got speach therapy, and soon a 2nd hour of Occupational Therapy. Now we have 6 hours in 2 days, plus my fucking job. Why did he do this? I have these dreams, that are so real, I wake up crying. I feel so sad the rest of the day because of them. On the bright side I will see mojo & martini thid weekend!!! Whatcha want for dinner chicas???? FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
Sorry about my trucker moment........it feels good to say it though!!

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

FOREVER and a day!!

I know it's been awhile......I have no time ever!! So I go on vacation in 2 days!! Wooo Hooo!!! I will make my next post from the east coast baby!!! HAAAAAAAaa that was great
I am so lame. I want to say thanks to martini and mojo for totally being the best friends I could ever have. I can't wait for our evening of consuming mass alcoholic beverages, without a baby!! YEAH!! I am flying solo, with the sweet boy....I am nervous. What if he freaks?? I am worrying myself for no reason. Who the hell cares!! Oh yeah, the OC tomorrow is gonna be the shiz nitz!! I love Thursday's!!
ONE LOVE homesss